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The one thing i need.

Work felt like a 3 days 2 night chalet. I know i need a deep sleep when i keep sneezing, always sneeze alot when im tired. Dont think anyone will like working under hot and humid weather, it really feels lethargic. And yes ive been complaining about work for so long alrd, just needed some long  jog to relieve stress.

Its 730pm, i need sleep. im going to lala land soon. See ya in lala land.

if you dont know if you should stay.

Fatigue. Where are my afternoon naps? I am suppose to have them everyday withou fail, except weekends! I am still young im suppose to be playing, utilising my youth while im still 12 20.

I remembered someone out there who loves blogs with peektures. I try to include more peektures in blog ok. I used to include alot until enlistment. =/ I also remember that someone like mixing ketchup with mayonnaise.

Nyahahaha Shichang stepped into the beautiful world of Digital Single-Lens-Reflex aka DSLR a day ago. Went out with him this afternoon to teach him how to use his camera, gave him some knowledge on shooting. We went pooling 1st den to shoot. Its like exchanging of data, he taught me how to pool, i taught him how to shoot, both of us fish rarely. LOL.

IDK where we started walking, like in the middle of Depot, we walked and walked to the Hendersons Wave.

This is like the very first picture i took, at the entrance of the wave, that place felt like elevated overhead bridge. IDK how long we took, maybe some 45 mins of crawling up and down slopes, we reached the wave.

This place is simply so plain, maybe not enough people to create the ambience, but if to relax i think its not bad. Its always abt the people and not the place i guess.

We walked and walked we actually reach Mount Faber. I think its a romantic place, i think i wish to bring someone i love there.. HAHAHA.. Especially the Jewel box thingy think it will be so romantic in the night, its facing the sea which made the ambience.. WOOOO~

You see.. i didnt lie, we actually pass by the jewel box thingy at Mount Faber. And and the place is actually so beautiful, there were couples seating outside.

We had our meals at Seah Im Food Centre at Harbour Front, ooo cant imagine we walked from Depot to Vivocity.

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Upon reaching Boonlay i thought of going to change a spec, cause mines like so old, got super glue, scorch tape, its gonna break anytime. I so love my old specs cause its so durable. I ever seat on it the Titanium bent but the lens didnt break. Anyway i tink i Fa Qiao, i didnt get a specs but i bought contacts instead! I took so long to learn how to put it on. I love Pearl’s Optic, they still got my data since .05 which was the last time i bought from them. Its been 4 yrs alr, and my degree didnt go up but it went down a lil wee bit.

smile cause you and i deserve to.

Happy 18th birthday mummy!

hahahha.. my mum wants to be 18 today, so let her be, tmr she will be back to 5x year young again. Went out for some yummy food just now, and i bought ice cream cake from Swensens for her, and a rose for my lazy bum dad to give to my mum.

My bday’s coming this weekend. Will you, you and you come over to my chalet? Will i receive smses and calls?

This will be the one and only chalet i organise, its more like a burden, im the only one organising, no ones so free to help me out actually. Luckily i still got some friends who are more than willing to come over, at least made me feel like my effort isnt wasted. I dont really want presents, all the things i want money cant buy. I just want to see every lovelies.

Went for a shoot last Saturday. I actually like this shot best. Simply love my camera and my lens.

i wanna hold you, till the fear in me subsides.

i think im so addicted to sleeping late alr. I kept telling myself i wil be going offline in 5 mins, and this thing goes n and on till my 5 mins became 50 min. and i developed a fetish looking at chuppy sleep, i always like to disturb him when hes sleeping, usually he cant be bothered with me anyway. STUPID DOG.

i think im a bad owner, i only bring him down like once a week, my mum enjoys walking him, help her de-stress maybe? and hes always so adorable and cheerful making her smile. Sometimes he will try to break open the hamster cage to catch that hamster, sometimes he tries to catch houseflies, sometimes he run ard the hse to entertain himself. wtf.

Today my foot was stepped by one charboh, luckily she wore slippers if she wore heels i tink ill choke slam her. Then again while i was resting on the train some guy came kick my leg, annoyed, thats how i felt! rah.

Tmr gonna start work, will be busy till mid dec, then sch starts. Im so occupied i dun like it, at times.

i wanna know

hmmm i really wanna now who created an email acc using my name: ng_chengkai@hotmail.com.

can the person please tell me? <3 you stranger, byebye..

i wanna hold u till i die, till we both break down and cry.

Busy week again, so tiring. Brain is so stuck to work, and this cold weather reminded me of my aurora borealis. So wanna have a holiday and get out of work.

Chong actually asked to go Msia with him from 2-7 Nov with his family again just like before. So wanna go, but im having the clerk and provost course i cant take any leave! That doesnt feel so good.

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Okay guys i booked chalet on the 14-15 nov. East Coast Park room k5 n 6. Everyone is invited, from sec sch to poly to camp mates and any other frens are invited. Do come down okay.. my 21st birthday give face. HEHE. love all many.

Today Vic morning called me. So super cute LOL. Call alrd den sms me something that says, wake up wake up wake up wakie wakey. Im laughing till im so tired that i wanna go back slp again. hahahaha. I dowan bday present from you, you just morning call me everyday can alrd.. U dont spend a single cent la k, anyway all the presents i want money cant buy! haha..

and i have to close my eyes and hide.

Finally, finally its the weekend! loves weekends. Can clear my personal thoughts for this short moment. Might even need a few more weekends to totally clear my thoughts.

falling, falling. I feel like im falling into that deep sleep again, just like before. Burying all my worries, my dreams, my thoughts, my emotions aside. I feel nothing now, for the time being. People say, when you wake up, u can either choose to continue to slp and dream, or to chase after your dreams. I wanna chase after it, but when i cannot chase i will hide them all aside! cant do a shit anyway.

First time it can be an accident, second time it can be contidental. If there is a third, it would be fated. It felt like, first time it was made, second time care and concern, third, love.

sometimes when we touch, the honestys too much

Hates this kinda mental torture. Hates people who doesnt trust that i can finish my work. Hates people pestering me to complete my work.

Rant.

Cant even have time for a break. I am going to make my lietanant suffer for all these nonsense he gave me. Im going to scold him upside down, make sure he cant leave camp early, screw him. Ive got all the control, all the plans on how and when to complete my work, and he just had to come in to disturb and give me trouble, make me do double jobs.

Cant even have peace on my mind to sort out my thoughts. GRUMPY.

And im very tired. can even slp while standing..

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hmmmm. on the other hand, i feel like going mambo night @ zouk, and neverland at orchard plaza. wanna throw all my worries far far away. i need some time to rest.

im only jus beginning, to see the real you.

i feel…….. FAT! i didnt not go to gym nor did i go jogging today. I wanted to, but was called to the officers mess for some deepavali celebration. Was forced to eat during lunch time, there goes my time for exercise!

Was super busy for the whole day,i dun like my officers to be stress when there is nothing to be stress about. so CUM GONG. Im not even stress of my own stuff he stress for me, made me so stress…

Went chilling out at CDANS in the evening till late. Hmmm was listening to other ppl sing, drinking alot of tiger beer, which almost made me PUKE!. TIGER sucks. HEINEKEN n ASAHI only. Chuppy is so huggable these few days, i tink really for these few days only.. So warm, soft and obedient. LOL.

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Staying with someone you really love even if you know you two can’t be together for a lot of reasons is like standing under the rain… It feels good but you know it will soon make you sick.”